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sadie whitecoat

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captured: 09/06/11 @ 2:32pm
I need to take advantage of this before it goes away. [
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Lately, every time I eat, drink, smoke, sleep, watch tv, go outside, read a book, ANYTHING, any time I do anything I hear this voice saying "is this good for you?" It's weird; it's not my own voice, and so far I have not listened to it. But I'm going to start, because what's the harm if asking if things are GOOD for me?!
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captured: 01/05/11 @ 11:24am
Hello livejournal. [
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Hello livejournal, long time no talk.

I think I might write to you this year.

maybe.
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captured: 11/24/09 @ 8:10pm
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18 days!!

I'm getting married in 18 days!!!

Does anyone know of someone who would do hair for myself and three bridesmaids for under $100?

EEEEK
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captured: 09/22/09 @ 3:34pm
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My grandparents (father's parents) on their wedding day.

I never knew my grandfather. He died when I was 2. I have never even seen very many pictures of him. This is the first time I've seen this picture. But he reminds me of Jack Kerouac in all of his photos. He had a wanderlust too. I think my personality is a mixture of him and my maternal grandmother.

My aunt passed away Sunday. I can't post about that right now. It's too raw. But I found this in her facebook photos.
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captured: 03/11/09 @ 9:08pm
Kittens! inspired by Kittens! [
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sometimes you have the cutest kitten ever, and that sometimes is only when you are me




These are his fat paws! That's why he is called Patrick Fatpaws! My little Hemingway cat.





This is his fat paw getting stuck in my shoe! He put it there himself.





Have you ever seen anything cuter?

Oh wait, yes... when he walks with it!!
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captured: 12/31/08 @ 2:33am
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[ mood | heartbroken ]

Hello livejournal. I haven't talked to you in a while. Let's see, since my last post, my sister moved in with me. Then she got in a car accident. I met a boy! My parents came here from Nicaragua to help out with my sister. I got engaged. Emily moved away to Arizona. And oh yeah, I got dumped.

OK, It's all too fresh and tearing me up right now, I mean the heart being broken part, so maybe I'll write more in detail later on.

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captured: 08/17/08 @ 11:00pm
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I got a new laptop on Craigslist, and it is pretty sweet. It was $125. It had Linux on it (Sabayon) and I was determined to try to learn how to use it... for all of about 6 hours. Then I couldn't figure out how to get it to recognize my wireless card, and all the how-to's I found on how to get the drivers were much gibberish to me.

So I guess I fail at Linux. Maybe I will attempt my adventures another day. But I broke down and installed Windows XP. Also the fact that I figured out how to even uninstall the Linux distro is pretty impressive to me. Don't laugh at me!

Also I met a boy from the internet today at a coffeeshop. I am not good with meeting people. I'm always awkward and weird. And also I drove on 490. OH MAN I forgot that I have tons of sushi leftover from today in my fridge. I am going to go eat it now. BYE.
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captured: 08/01/08 @ 8:51pm
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I finally have the money to go get my tattoo.

It turns out I am not going to be able to go see Radiohead, as I do not have enough money. But this means I DO have enough money to go get my tattoo!!

Is there any tattoo artist in Rochester any of you would recommend?
Does anyone want to go with me?

I have off of work from the 7th to the 11th, so I figure if I don't get it done this weekend, I will make an appointment for one of those days.

I want to get this:

(but not on the staff)

And I am putting the words "and the song goes on, beautiful" on it somehow arranged. Under it? Over? To the side?

WHAT DO YOU THINK?????

I am so excited.
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captured: 07/28/08 @ 12:54am
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"So," said the Visa person, "Are you going to be writing an episode of Dr Who?"

-from Neil Gaiman's blog.

Why would he mention it and tease us like that? HE IS GOING TO! AND ON THAT DAY I CAN FINALLY DIE HAPPY!
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captured: 07/17/08 @ 12:47am
so very alone [
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I had a whole post written out about how lonely I am, and how I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. But I think this sums it up:

In the words of Andy on Weeds, "Life is just blah blah blah. You hope for blah and sometimes you find it. But mostly it’s blah. And waiting for blah. And hoping you were right about the blahs you made. And then just when you think you’ve got the whole blah-damn thing figured out, and surrounded by the ones you blah, death shows up. And blah. Blah. Blah."
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captured: 07/13/08 @ 2:50am
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Boys, why do they all do it? It's really mean, especially when girls are as sensitive as I am. What I am talking about is this: DONT tell me you like me and then tell me HAHA JUST KIDDING.

Whether I like you back or not, doesn't matter, it still hurts my feelings.
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captured: 07/03/08 @ 7:42pm
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Starting monday, my job is going to be infinitely worse.

Amazing job opportunities for pharmacy techinicians anyone?
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captured: 07/02/08 @ 8:29pm
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Yesterday I was completely overwhelmed. I am too sensitive, that's certain. But I don't imagine that I'm completely off my rocker. I don't misinterpret things that often. But then I feel like I'm despised by everyone, and I know that that is not true.

A woman that I worked with for 8 years passed away on Monday. I don't think she had much happiness in her last few years, but she never complained. She was a rare kind of person, one you don't see much of anymore.

Today I got rid of a closetfull of baseball cards (10 boxes)

pretty sure i got jipped
since the guy gave me $5

but I don't really care at this point, I am just trying to rid myself of junk

He said he would pay me $25 for my MarioKart for Super Nintendo. I am noooot too sure I want to sell that, but I am pretty desperate right now for money, so idk. I should have asked him how much he would pay for the system, but it belongs to my sister too, so I didn't (WHICH she sold our old regular Nintendo to buy it, without asking me, so I should have the right).

Maybe if I have enough money to afford to buy gas this weekend I will bring some boxes of things to the goodwill.

In other news the new beck album is the best one since Odelay, imho.
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captured: 07/01/08 @ 11:50pm
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every. time.

what. the. hell. is. wrong. with. ME!
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captured: 06/29/08 @ 11:47pm
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signs up in driveways on my road:

"PLEASE RETURN LAWNMOWER"
"STUMP GRINDING *phone number*"
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captured: 06/26/08 @ 11:27pm
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Tonight I did 11.5 credit hours, of my required 20 CE's, and they are due next month.

I don't know WHY I waited till I had one month left, when I have had over two years to do them.

Silly Sarah.
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captured: 06/25/08 @ 9:51pm
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I'm going to start utilizing my netflix more. I think I've had the last movies I got out for over two months (though I've watched things from the site).




Today's film was Stalker (1979), by Tarkovsky. It was beautiful. I have only ever seen one other film of his (the original Solaris), but I have a couple in my queue.

I don't generally discuss a lot of the films I see, simply because I watch them alone :(
So I don't know how to describe the wonderful things about Stalker. But basically, there is a room that grants a person their innermost wish. But it's surrounded by "the Zone" which is heavily guarded and full of deathly traps. The Stalker is a person who guides people to the room.

Now imagine that all slow and Russian and fraught with metaphors like The Brothers Karamazov.

Simply beautiful.
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captured: 06/20/08 @ 9:55pm
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A god could do it,
but tell me how a child
walks brazen into heaven's
threshold?

while we are prancing earthly,
dancing dearth and puck
of scarcity

and when you are addressed by
a god, do you know it?
with all the world and no tongue
how do you translate
what we are screaming to the heavens?

we are liars and thieves
taken upon a history to
prove ourselves
graven at all costs
graven at all costs.
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captured: 06/18/08 @ 9:40pm
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I'm pretty bored!
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captured: 06/02/08 @ 10:59pm
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